I look at the cellphone and wait for a message.
Twitter, sms, whatsapp, gtalk, anything.
I unlock the screen and lock it again. Nothing.
I hear the sound of an incoming message. My hands tremble as I unlock the screen as fast as I can.
My mobile company has sent me another advertisement message. I delete the whole thread and throw the cellphone towards the bed in frustration.
I try not to turn on the music player, less I miss the notification.
I wonder and wonder and wonder and then I realize this seems to be at the border of obsession.
My ex-girlfriend, Saria, tweets something about how loving, suitable and perfect her new boyfriend